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deep inside my chest. i thought i was the best.
never knew i just belonged to the rest.
tears falling down my face feeling the taste just
like a can mase fell on me. good times back
in the day. waking up next to you. now i can't
even sit next to you. where did it all go?
feelings down the gutter just like pounded
heat all disappearing all so discreet. lookin up
at the sky and the bright lights in the night that
once stirred an uproar of inspiration. now just
mental interpretation of the cause. feeling the
pause during my day as we obey the reasons
why we are no more and ignore the feelings
we had before.
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beach fun.
RC. hes hella dope.
warm fire.
the beach was chill. it was fun.
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mic-e and i chillen outside of my house while everyone was dancing in the street. weeee
lifes been good. i refinanced my first house yesterday. 0_0 i cant believe it.
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carmelle, monica, jeremy, and i. the cool cousins @ hometown buffet.
so yeah this week has been interesing. Paulyn came by my house a few
times this week . awww shes so sweet to me. =) she drives me nuts. i
went to tracy this weekend as usual. friday i arrived @ the house and
had to set up a bunch of crap around the house. they were heavy too.
later that day jeremy and jennifer came by. then as time passed annalyn
and saundra came by. then we all went to the video store. we watched
porno @ the video store and chilled in the parking lot with a bunch of
people. good laughs though. then we went to the haunted house but we
got in trouble by some policeman. he was really cool about it and let
us go and told us not to go back. he said "dont go there. its really
haunted." haha. next day i had my grad party. it was fun cause i ended
up getting a lot of money. my ninangs came by and they blessed our
house =). we then yeah saundra picked me up w/ vanessa and we went to
saundras house. then annalyn came. then ryan from uc riverside came.
and yeah came is the main word blah blah blah. we then left to the
video store once again. we hung out. to make a long story short. after
that people started going home then like 6 of us ended up going to the
haunted house. it was scary. then yeah went home. k thats it haha.
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shanda, priscilla, and i
so yeah i graduated today. i cant believe it. these past four years
have gone by so fast. too fast i think. but yeah im ready to take on
this world. i figured it all out for myself. imma be makin 35 and hour
as my starting job so far. then after my board exam my pay will raise
to 50$ an hour. then if i get overtime..then its time and half! and
that adds to 75$ an hour. talk about bank. besides that i already
designed my future clothing line..im gonna wait for that right
year to launch it. and besides that as well i have a book full of
inventions and creative simple things i made that can change the world.
i may sound crazy but hey someone needs to make there millions somehow
am i right? i wish the c/o 2005 good luck and best wishes in the
future. god bless
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